Suicide

I am contemplating killing part of myself. I'm not sure why, but it seems like a good idea. Perhaps I'll kill the idealist in me. He never does anything but whine. He gives me a headache.

I'll have to think about it.

Part II

There was a time when I believed most people were oblivious to the world around them. I was convinced that I saw reality in a different manner. As I grow older I realize my ignorance. I no longer believe any dramatic change is possible in my lifetime. I only hope our children can one day look back at this time and wonder what the hell we were thinking.